when you know there is gonna be a substitute for you. You don’t feel important anymore, do you?
Today’s match was gewd. I feel like I have more confidence on court. the feeling of running on court, catching a ball successfully and putting in each goal as a team is indescribable.
I miss my own team, but this team you see up here, is a superb team nonetheless. Idk how, we haven’t seen each other for years but today’s match was the fruit of our labor in the past. Nothing can replace the chemistry we have & of course the stupid stuffs we do… - “eh must take before during and after match picture ok!!!”
Btw all of us love taking photos haha! These are my girls for you! Anyway, I really like to play netball. Come to think of it, why do I love sprinting so much? When I run or jog, it’s like an endless routine that does not improve my emotions. As in, when I jog, my head still thinks. Problem is not solved. But when I play netball, the time spent on court is so important cos I needa concentrate to make the correct drives and pulls and time my passes, I don’t even have time to think about other stuffs and for once, I’m in peace. Problem not solved but problem is forgotten. A problem forgotten is a problem half solved!!
its just that…. its just…….
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i cant wait for september to come. it will be another good getaway.
i cant help it. its like…. ….. ….. i dont wanna be, dont do the same thing to me, i dont wanna go there, i never wanna be, dont associate us, dont you think about it when you are there, dont act like you dont..
what did i just say………….. ok.
I can’t. People usually leave don’t they? Having tried hard enough.. they always get someone to replace you. They don’t bother finding out why. If you go missing, happier they are cos a load is lifted off.
Idk why I can’t sleep. I’m very tired. It’s been an hour. Maybe I can’t do this. I feel like giving up. Help me. This should be nothing to me now.
today is the first time im seeing Goh in 32 days. It was also our first time at Orchard. We had a great day taking pictures along Orchard Road. But singapore weather is very hot. and i had an adventure in the MRT too.
i will visit Orchard Road again :-)
